Tuesday, 03 November 2009

  • It's a pretty weird feeling, when you're so used to being within this "circle", your life, and then suddenly, you get the chance to view that circle from the outside. It's a whole different... experience.

    It's like watching your life as a movie with an actor taking your place.

    At that moment, I kind of just froze, and... I don't know. My mind went blank, haha. It caught me by surprise. It also made me feel like a stranger to all the things that I were familiar with before; like I didn't even know that person.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • To say that you're not forcing me or giving me pressure is complete nonsense in itself when you are obviously feeding my guilt. I don't want to hear any of it.


    I need to go indulge in something irrelevant.

    Perhaps something to numb my mind with..........
  • Eating the biggest bowl of macaroni there ever is, with a scrambled egg.

    I think I might need to learn some "recipes" just so I don't always have to eat macaroni or instant noodles hahaha (I love macaroni though. MmmMmMm)

    It's about ten to 1 in the afternoon, and I'm sitting here eating in the room; the window is open, and I hear little kids running around, an old guy singing chinese opera, random noises, but most are faint and the loudest is the sound of the wind, next to my iTunes. I love being alone like this, especially after being really "busy"; just some solitary time to relax my mind and not think about the stress-y problems I have.

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